Nothing left to say And all I’ve left to do Is run away From you And she led me on, down With secrets I can’t keep
Close your eyes and sleep Don’t wait up for me Hush now don’t you speak To me
Wrapped my hurt in you And took my shelter in that pain The opiate of blame Is your broken heart, your heart
Soma, I’m all by myself As I’ve always felt I’ll betray my tears To anyone caught in our ruse of fools
One last kiss for me…yeah One last kiss good night
Didn’t want to lose you once again Didn’t want to be your friend Fulfilled a promise made of tin And crawled back to you
I’m all by myself As I’ve always felt I’ll betray myself To anyone, lost, anyone but you
So let the sadness come again On that you can depend on me, yeah Until the bitter, bitter end of the world, yeah When god sleeps in bliss
And I’m all by myself As I’ve always felt And I’ll betray myself To anyone
SST Throwback Thursday Always
Best Pumpkins song ever.
IF I HAD A GUN!
RIP Dave Blood.
Kids of the K-hole
Last night, while spending some much needed time away in the K-hole due to a month of the deepest and darkest depression I’ve ever felt in my life, I had an [almost] life-changing experience. I decided to text people I haven’t talked to in awhile. Telling them how much I love them and how much they matter in relationship to the grand scheme of the universe and that they should never feel small or worthless. (If you’re reading this and you got that text, yeah, sorry about that. Although I did mean it). Then, as I was coming out of it, I looked across the room at my reflection in the mirror and had an epiphany that would [almost] change my life forever. It finally dawned on me after 37 years of life that I should somethin’, somethin’, somethin’… live life on my own terms… somethin’, somethin’ myself… somethin’… people that matter most. I remember being filled with an incredible sense of relief and joy and warm happy light. Now that I’m sober, I can’t quite wrap my head around what that epiphany was. When/if I ever remember it, you people will be the fist to know.
*sigh* I should really start taking notes when I’m high.
Before I go into this, I want to make it quite clear, this is NOT a personal attack against Favstar.fm, it’s owners, or indeed ALL of it’s users. For the most part, the people using it are very comedically talented, and actually, when you peel away the edges of their snark and comedy, quite…
Looks like thats a subway cup you've got there. Tell me, whats the sandwich of choice? I picture you as a cold-cut-combo kinda guy.
So four of the seven TotDs I gave out this week were unacknowledged. I don’t think anyone should HAVE to say thank you and they can do whatever they like. But if someone pays you a compliment, and that’s what TotDs are in my opinion, then it doesn’t kill you to DM/@/whatever a quick thanks. Unless you have no manners. In which case, fair enough. But personally I think it’s pretty rude.
If you didn’t already know, I’m @chuckdelaware on twitter, it started out as a joke but turned into a lesson on, ‘how fucking retarded, people on the net are!’.
I signed up to one of the sites that get you follows, retweeted his tweets and only followed those people who followed Chuck, that…
I may regret this so-called rant or drama, but I cannot, WILL NOT shut the fuck up. So here ya go, tonight’s random fucked-up-ness, if you missed it. A tweet that made our Slappy go away…
Sick minded piece of shit. I write jokes, but you crossed the fucking line. RT @ Hermit_Thrush_: @…
I love you, boyfriend. You are the best thing in my world. I adore you to no end. If it was Valentine’s Day and I was super corny, I’d send you a card which asked you to Bee Mine which had a picture of a bee on it. If it was Christmas, we’d snuggle next to the Christmas tree and drink cocoa and watch the lights twinkle. If it was New Year’s Eve I’d kiss you at midnight. But it’s just July and I still love you, in the heat, far away, and with everything I have.
I love you too, baby. You are my beacon of light in a world of darkness.
